listening to: persis, ride, fate of gods.
it's quite questionable why this year's concert dont have fate of gods. sigh.
i feel very sentimental and emotional nowadays. hurhur. dunno why. it's like when i listen to music, i respond accordingly to what i feel. then it's very weird! for example if i listen to persis, then i'll feel energetic, then if i listen to yi1 qian1 nian2 yi3 hou4, then i'll feel very sad. ermps. mood swings. :/
listening to: dong4 jie3.
hurhur. and what. now im feeling very soothed. haha. why. cause i like this song. err. random.
haiz. my bass teacher wants me to take grade 4 bass exam this year. hoho. and my parents dont allow. haiya. it's like they want me to concerntrate on piano. but i dont see the point in excelling. im mean, even if i excel, i'll just get good grades, then i'll just go on to diploma. then what. go be a piano teacher? which is probably not one of the things i want to be. or a pianist. but it's like there's about what more than half of the singaporeans whom are pianists. and it's not as if i got the talent can play so well untill wow. im a performer. i'd rather take up more instruments and then hmmuse them whenever they come in handy. i seriously dont mind playing what, drumset, guitar, bass, piano, saxophone, clarinet, flute, oboe, trombone, french horn. (: i dont mind all string instruments too. (:
ahh. and my parents dont allow me to play pop. ): and i seriously feel like dying. cause classical is more difficult than pop. gaaaah.
i feel sianified. it's like i got no life. ): everyday, 6 o clock wake up, 7 .25 reach school, have boring lessons, receive more homework and projects, then go for cca, then go home do homework. i think other than band only drama lightens up my school life lah. so sian lah. ):
conclusion: school is bad.
